Monday, April 12, 2010

Bliss in a matter of seconds


Adventures. I don't think I ever understood the meaning of this word until I met Jon. Jon was an adventure from the minute I met him, till the minute I said that first "see you later" when he left for basic training. Since then we have seen eachother on and off for the past 3 years (on May 19th). It has not been easy and I wont act like it has been a piece of cake. Its been hard and its been work. Its been a lot of time spent close to the Lord, with tears streaming down my face and wondering why sometimes of how or why things are the way they are right now.
I get the question all the time of WHY. Why I would ever wait for a guy like this and carry on a relationship when I only see the man sometimes not more than 6 months at a time....I never really had an answer for them besides a smile and shrug of the shoulders while saying..."I'm in Love." To me Love is not something you can explain...its just something you do. With the Military...this is just something you do and learn to live with a smile on your face and a thought of living for the day that you finally have that one person back in your arms that has been gone for so long. That 2 seconds from the minute you see their face from getting off the plane to the point when your back in their arms is the only thing that I could ever say explains why I would ever wait for a man like I have. Its pure love. Its everything you have been waiting for and working for in a matter of seconds.
Tears. Strength. Heart Ache. Love. BLISS.

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